Last day

Well it was my last day at work and boy did they get their money’s worth! No more having to dispense medication or make up hundreds of wallet boxes for the homes or having to deal with the addicts who think the world owes them a living. So glad it’s over and looking forward to waking up in the morning not having to think of the 10 hours on my feet, running round like an idiot trying to do 10 things at once. No more throbbing feet and aching legs or sore eyes from looking at a computer too long. Now I’m looking forward to our future in Bulgaria and waking up in the morning and feeling good about my life……

Time to reflect…..

Well it’s less than 5 weeks till we say goodbye to the UK and make our way to Bulgaria and the start of a new life. It’s been a difficult day today, day off work and sitting in an almost empty house, I’ve had time to think and reflect. Being a woman I do what all women do, think and worry too much!! All sorts of things running through my head, have we packed everything we need, will we have enough money, are we doing the right thing etc, etc etc. I think that now it’s getting closer to D Day, the romance, excitement and eagerness has taken a back seat and now the reality of it all has just hit me in the face, panic and the fear of the unknown has taken its place. My husband is not panicking or worrying, he’s excited and eager to go and re-assures me that everything will be fine and I know in my heart it will ….. just not feeling it today. I’m sure that this last month will be the hardest, full of ifs, buts and maybes, we shall see………..